my testimony and how i came to the lord-full version

[4ever4him]

this is my testimony i hope it helps you guys.


My parents got divorced when I was 5 and my dad re married when I was 8
My mom was in and out of relationships and when she found a good guy he went away,
She later found a guy named Chris, which was nice at first turned out to be mean.
He ended up beating my mother and me some times pretty badly.
That didn’t satisfy him for longer he soon got worse he had Later tried to kill us more then once a total of 3 or 4 times.
Then when I was 11 my best friend died in a wreck, 12 my mother died of cancer, and 13 my dad died of a heart attack
And I was just left with my step mom.
I went down hill very fast I started to cut myself the only thing that could comfort me was the razor then I ended up almost committing suicide then at my second time at a Christian camp I found Christ threw the help of others and ended up accepting him into my life and now my step mom was able to adopt me and my life has been bleeds by many people that I would still be on the wrong path if it were not for them so yeah that is my testimony. If you want to know more ask

ok well im gonna tell you more now.

ok when i was fifteen yes last year or so i was dealing with homosexuality i was full on gay. not bi not curious but gay. i would look up gay porn and all and had cyber sex at least 3-10 times a week with guys in between the ages of 16-56.
i uploded gay videos and watch them all day i even resorted to watching hentai (gay anime)
the only thing i didnt do is have real gay sex.

and i knew it was wrong but i couldn't stop stop it was so hard but i did end up stopping when i got saved last year but i started again. but i did end up stopping again cuz i knew it was against god and he helped me so much to know god was with me urging me on to fight against it.

it is a hard fight to fight and after you do its hard to forgive your self and to understand that god forgives you too.
well after i stopped i met the most wonderful person ever she is the love of my life and i ended up telling her about my past telling her i used to be gay and she ended up telling me that it didn't matter what i did in my past, that she loved me for me and it didn't matter what i did in my past i was who i was and nothing was gonna change that.
and that also helped me understand how god could also forgive us for it to...

so i hope you guys still talk to me after reading this....

[4ever4him]

and just to let you all know i am no longer seeing that wonderful women but she is still my friend.

[livingForChrist]

I posted this on CTF as well, but i think that is an incredible testimony! I'm glad to hear that your life is going well!
I would like to get to know you a little better.

[4ever4him]

hey broa thanks alot. um if you have a cell phone and if u can text my cell number is posted into two different places on this forum. one in the mens section and one somewhere else

[livingForChrist]

OK I'll text you

[4ever4him]

ok coolio thanks bro!

[Silvaqua]

Josh, you are my brother in Christ, and I love you just as if you really were my little brother. It is so amazing what God is doing in you. You have changed a lot since I first met you, and I know that God is using you for His glory. Don't give up.

[4ever4him]

bethn'y thanks alot that means alot to me....

[penlighted]

I admire you for being brave. God bless you more! Continue praying and asking for His guidance..

[4ever4him]

of coarse i will thanks paige

[Matt_Walker]

Excellent testimony. It did, indeed, take a lot to write that, but that's the greatest part of our redemption. To see just how far Jesus was able to pull us out of our pit of sin, and to put us on the straight and narrow.

God, no doubt, has very big plans for you, as well as all who read this. Just remember that.