I'm Going To An Encounter...

[iamhere4you]

A spiritual encounter, that is.
For those of you who don't know what one is, it's basically a spiritual surgery with the Holy Spirit involved.
I have too many problems to go around like this.
I keep falling and my soul is not where it should be.
I'm not going to name all of the reasons I am going for, but know that after it...I'll be a different person, yet me.
I'll let all of you know what changes come about, and what methods I will be using to keep myself from falling again.
I'm excited...yet...so scared at the same time. I cannot fathom what I will feel afterward and I cannot fathom how much power will be used.
How I long to feel...to not have things haunt me...to experience true emotion, that has been locked from myself, by myself, something that cannot be undone on its own. I want to feel the love I have for God. I know that I will feel it after this, the love that I once possessed, before I picked up my load of burdens, which weigh me down so much at this moment.
This chaos will be ended, and maybe my disorders will be dissolved. If not, I know that God definitely has an extremely important reason for them: ADHD, Severe Anxiety, and Psychotic Major Depressive Disorder, and possibly Schizophrenia and Manic Depressive Disorder (bipolarism). I don't care now if anyone knows: they are me.
This encounter shows many that there IS hope for the psychotic.
My time for the encounter is Monday, February 9th at 3:00 PM PST. During that time, I ask that you pray, and that's it. Please.
All I know that I want is to love more, feel emotion, and to love God with everything and actually feel it, and that this healing process will see to it. I have faith.
I'll let all of you know what changes occur, and what I'll do about my problems.

[Mill Mountain]

I'll definitley be prayin' for you!

[iamhere4you]

Everything turned out well.
Sure, my vision still sucks and I still have that constant headache, but it's nice to be able to breathe.
I literally coughed the spirits out, the ones that were oppressing me.
While I was there I ended my struggle with 'bad sites'. I downloaded a filter that is updated daily with sites, so I won't be able to go on any bad sites even if I wanted to.
Purity quest status: wonderful.
I'm pretty happy about this...for real.
I actually heard the demons leave me. It wasn't a pretty noise...
Anyways, if you have any other questions, reply to this or PM me.