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by iamhere4you on Thu Mar 19, 2009 10:12 pm
Well, I've been clean for a week now.
It's basically the easiest thing on Earth for me now.
So, I guess you can say that I'm not an addict anymore. I'll never enter withdrawal. While one week is just seven days, it's still the longest I've ever gone.
I can't turn back now.
Week 1, many more, hereafter, to come.
It's basically the easiest thing on Earth for me now.
So, I guess you can say that I'm not an addict anymore. I'll never enter withdrawal. While one week is just seven days, it's still the longest I've ever gone.
I can't turn back now.
Week 1, many more, hereafter, to come.
by iamhere4you on Mon Mar 02, 2009 6:39 am
So, I thought I'd check in.
I'm actually doing very poorly right now.
The spirit of lust still haunts me, though I never think of sex while doing it: I just allow my body to reply.
I now it seems kind of awkward to talk about, but, it's something a lot of people deal with.
Here I am, a renewed person, yet I still possess this flaw.
I try, but I can't seem to control myself: it just seems to happen, like an impulse.
Basically every other aspect of my life is where it should be. I need to start reading my bible more, and sing more songs to Him, though I sing many.
Since I have the admin password to the filter, I can disable it. When my impulses kick in, I'm basically a soulless being: just acting, without thought.
I will have my grandfather (who performed the encounter) change the password to something random, and after I strengthen the filter to where nothing that would bring arousal to me can be viewed, I will no longer be able to look, no matter what I try, and if I mess up, there are instant alerts.
Oh, and status change: single--> not.
My girlfriend is the first on the list of alerts, so that really keeps me stopping...when I'm in my right mind.
She's really forgiving, and I appreciate it so much.
Please, all of you, pray for me.
I'm going to turn 18 in just 8 days and an hour and twenty minutes. I want to be a pure man.
I'm actually doing very poorly right now.
The spirit of lust still haunts me, though I never think of sex while doing it: I just allow my body to reply.
I now it seems kind of awkward to talk about, but, it's something a lot of people deal with.
Here I am, a renewed person, yet I still possess this flaw.
I try, but I can't seem to control myself: it just seems to happen, like an impulse.
Basically every other aspect of my life is where it should be. I need to start reading my bible more, and sing more songs to Him, though I sing many.
Since I have the admin password to the filter, I can disable it. When my impulses kick in, I'm basically a soulless being: just acting, without thought.
I will have my grandfather (who performed the encounter) change the password to something random, and after I strengthen the filter to where nothing that would bring arousal to me can be viewed, I will no longer be able to look, no matter what I try, and if I mess up, there are instant alerts.
Oh, and status change: single--> not.
My girlfriend is the first on the list of alerts, so that really keeps me stopping...when I'm in my right mind.
She's really forgiving, and I appreciate it so much.
Please, all of you, pray for me.
I'm going to turn 18 in just 8 days and an hour and twenty minutes. I want to be a pure man.
by iamhere4you on Tue Feb 10, 2009 3:24 am
I don't know your password, nor can I get it. Sorry.
by 4ever4hi on Tue Feb 10, 2009 1:19 am
hey u guys it;'s me josh david i need my passward can u give it to me.... i need to get on here....
by iamhere4you on Fri Feb 06, 2009 4:28 am
All that I can really say is that I'm not perfect.
Some of us fall easier than others. I was doing so well.
I'll let you know how I do at the next day 5.
Pray...please, if you read this.
This is my toughest battle. I don't even think when I do it it's so bad.
Hopefully, things will get better. No. Things WILL get better.
This time I went 5 days without a mistake. That's longer than I've gone for a very long time. I am improving.
I know that this will be the last time, though. This time, I am more serious than I have ever been. I will explain later.
The beginning is here yet again...
Some of us fall easier than others. I was doing so well.
I'll let you know how I do at the next day 5.
Pray...please, if you read this.
This is my toughest battle. I don't even think when I do it it's so bad.
Hopefully, things will get better. No. Things WILL get better.
This time I went 5 days without a mistake. That's longer than I've gone for a very long time. I am improving.
I know that this will be the last time, though. This time, I am more serious than I have ever been. I will explain later.
The beginning is here yet again...
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